Sincerely, Jam

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I Want It All

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I’ve been allergic to fake since birth! LOL, I love saying that because I can’t wear less than 14K gold earrings. When I was younger I would wear random earrings from random places made out of random metals. My ear would become irritated, I’d let it heal for 2 days or not let it heal and be back at it. This silly cycle permanently stretched out my ear lobe. For over 20 years I have been meaning to fix it and never got around to it. Last month, I fixed it! I was scared like a baby because needles and knives are some of my least favorite things but I did it. I took the time to research doctors, choose the surgeon, calmed myself down long enough to get it done. After a few weeks and a couple of appointment my stitches were removed. I am extremely proud of myself and I feel awesome. No more losing earring, or explaining why my hoops went through my hole. The surgery is now crossed off my things to do list. It made me realize so much is crossed off my things to do list so why don’t I feel this awesome more often. Because I’m usually so busy making to do list I don’t even see things are getting done. I feel like a rock star.

I am a rock star! I’m focused, less distracted therefore I am catering to my own wants and needs, achieving them and I’m loving it. I’m loving all my small accomplishments because they are accomplishments. We often beat ourselves up when we make little mistakes. No mas! It is time to celebrate all our minor victories too. Train our minds to support ourselves. We are rock stars!!! Congratulations on completing all your task at work, going to the gym for that class you like, not touching your savings account this month and making even one sound solid decision this week. I’m excited and I want more. I Want It All. All the celebrations, big and small. I also want to make more, do more, go more and enjoy it all more. More business ventures, more investing, more friendships, more love, more God, more fun, more destiny. We are so dope yet we overlook it or think it’s zealous to be excited about ourselves. We scream for artist and sports in support when we are winning in everyday moments too. Up your self-talk! Pump up your friends, vibe with your tribe and be your own biggest fan. Why not, you’re dope!?!