I’m Blessed

God Is Amazing! I’m talking about amazing. I laugh. A lot. Sometimes to prevent from crying and other times while I’m crying. It could be awkward if you're unfamiliar or maybe I feel awkward when I do because my laughter comes when it could be considered normal to cry.

Oh and I cry when I’m happy, lol. I watched Pixar’s latest movie SOUL. Spoiler Alert: Joe trades his life for 22 and the selflessness of it Warmed My Heart. I watched it twice. Initially, they both were waiting on something perfect but through helping each other they began to see all the miraculous things that already existed and decided to start living every day.

Baby, full tears. I loved it though! Happy crying feels amazing. We've been trained that tears aren't strength and the undoing of that is pretty cool to me. I’ve cried so much this last week and the past few months. Mostly healthy cries but even when it wasn’t it ended up being well. That’s why I love the Lord. The greater good is always being handled.

December was an interesting month, and everything is pointing me to peacefully closing chapters. Maybe even to close the book on this part of my life and begin an entirely new one. How exciting, right!?! To have evolved so much and through so much that your new outlook doesn't even flow in the same book as your past. That is a blessing I couldn't have prayed for and dolls I am thankful. Lol, I just started crying AGAIN. While laughing! Embrace your tears, they are the sweat of your heart. I pray your 2021 is a life-changing chapter or a new book.💋 #SincerelyJam