Sincerely, Jam

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Who Detached Us

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Have you ever heard a reoccurring message? In a podcast, through sermons, TV shows and be like alright God I got it, lol. Sometimes I need to hear things I already know, multiple times. Other times I don’t make a move unless I feel like it. I’m team self-care but we would get absolutely nothing done if we only do what we felt like doing and who would that benefit. That’s not any kind of love. We are here for more than we are doing today. You, me, WE. WE are the community, WE are our brothers keepers. US.

Our actions affect more people than we know. I’m writing a book about recovery and self-discovery. Everything about it will help people but I’ve been scared to complete it. I’m scared of how my family will feel. Not myself but my family, even though it’s all truth. I’m scared of leaving people behind because everyone can’t come with me. I’m also uncomfortable. I feel my future on most days and will not work towards it. I self-sabotage as a detour, lol, such a silly thing to be scared of your unique voice. For the past few months my reoccurring message is about what’s next. My purpose is confirmed often through random conversations with strangers stopping to tell me the world needs me. I almost missed church yesterday but my friend’s IG story was about how great of a word she knew was at church for everyone. Then I arrive to church and the sermon is about moving to your next stage fearlessly. I went to a workshop this weekend to start the process for buying my income property but not sure if I’m prepared to own property, yet every month I am uncomfortable giving someone else my money. Then Nipsey is murdered and my heart hurts.

Life is so short. You never know. Our purpose on this earth is about servitude. Walking in our purpose helps everybody grow. We are so me, me, me, Who Detached Us??? More importantly how do we become connected again.

We must know our dedication affects everyone, everything and move in that. We must show love to who we love. We must heal ourselves and each other today. For our community and future generations. Carpe Diem. Share who you are, your talents, your passions, growth and eliminate your fears. WE are children of God and He did not make us to be mediocre. Now go. Be Prolific.